this week has been a hard one. i have had thoughts of i cant do this and i dont know if im worthy/ready to be a missionary. And on top of that two zones left that were so fun and a blast to be around. they left yesterday and its been quiet since. so this week we have been writing in journals and giving emails to them it just hasnt been a good week.
we started teaching TRC and it been tough because i kind of understand the question and i know how to answer or share something really spiritual but i cant because of the language barrier. BUT the gift of tongues is real i can feel heavenly father help me in language class. its not coming at the speed i want it to but i cant control god i can only be grateful for what he has given me and work with what i have.
my companion and i got pulled into a room by the branch president and he asked if Elder Kramer and i would become zone leaders!! and one thing he said really stuck with me. As we were getting ready to leave the room he looked at both of us and said i got a feeling form the holy ghost that you guys should become zone leaders 3 weeks ago. i thought that was really cool because we have only been here 3 weeks and a couple of days. he knew we would become ZL only after a few days we were there. so another guy in our district is now district leader and his companion is not happy he thinks he should have gotten it and there was a ton of drama and i said hey guys there was a reason why i left eagle high and that was to get away from high school drama so elder suck it up and support your companion because he has extra on his plate now
i took a lot of pictures with all of the guys that left ill send those
other than that things will get better. i have had one thing stuck in my head for the last week and that is "god will tear you down only to build you stronger and higher than before" that has been huge for me this week.
also i saw Mckenna Lake at the temple!! it was awesome to see her and she told me she will be here in a couple of weeks!
im hosting tomorrow so i hope connor ryan and austin are ready to be picked up by elder clark!
yo se el libro de mormon es verdad (i know the book of mormon is true) i have also gained a stronger testimony of the book of mormon i love that book and its a blessing to have it at our finger tips.
i love and miss you all
Elder Clark
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